Till my tree bear fruit for you i will continue to grow

my love for you is an unending forever devoted love...you have kidnapped my heart for years, i know now i am worthless; all i will get in return are tears, i will try my best nevertheless...for now i can only carry a mountains weight, travel across a galaxy, swim across a sea but those are just words...any male specimen of human mankind is far off better compared to me...i will be happy for you if you are in love with someone else...at least one of us is happy right ? cause i will try to be happy just because i know that you are...till then my love... till the day i can carry out what i said and those are not only sweet empty word...i will try my best for you no matter how much i got hurt...

Grow up

As time moves on so shall we as we are bound to in this world of living....Its time for a change...A better or worst still is in the eyes of the beholder...I might hurt some of my friends in the process so I'll say sorry in advance but i know sorry is just something people say to make themselves feel better...Just for the courtesy I am sorry...

last day of november

duno type wad...jz sibeh sien n 1na type sumthing

2dae my bdae

1st of all....sry 4 didnt update 4 such a long time...cz ive been busy....*actually is sien 7 n bored bt im lying*....anyways....bdae....nt happy also....cz most ppl jz make wish....wishes r sumthing which cnt come thru n thus we wish 4 it....n tat 1 wish i ever nid, the 1 person i ever wanted...i noe i couldnt haf...so i nvr care bout wishes.....anyway....2dae kevin n amalen came 2 my hse after maziah ttn....bought me 3 packs of condoms ==....no use also....no 1 2 fuk....the indian complain bout my haircut....so i was like wtf ? buy me condom cnt use btr pay 4 me maroon rite? mcb....den played wid 1 pack as if it were balloons....er den 5.30 kononnya ah chun fetch me go yc....call 9 him n msn him also no reply n aswer.....mcb ffk me....den at n9 quek buy me diner...er at medan selera...shud b around 20 bucks or so 4 2 ppl....den erm i came back n blog...den nw 1 dota wid lee n JY....mayb burger wid kuan...but owaz plan tak jadi 1....n last minit don expect pulak tiba tiba jadi 1....so i cnt hope...jz w8 4 last minit...lolx....1na celebr8 on sundae bt gt sum1 pulak punya bdae...so 1 make 2moro...bt duno cn anot cz owaz last minit tak jadi....dats y i nvr like last minit 1...

Saturday ah...1 cina apek + 1 india + 1 banana

me ah..macha amalen..wtf ? kevin... 3 of us ar...slpova at indian's place...8pm went gym wid indian...around 9.30 sampai MGM...delifrance closed liao =.= sien lor..so i went deli country...indian order KFC...he intro 2 me chesse sause...add only RM 1 leh...then we drove 2 find banana...he gt sum youth thing la in the church...then we belah...go 2 the carnival dekat giant there...sat the highest n most 'chi kek' ride there ar...then ah...wad happen ar ?cant rmbr much ar...if good memory also i bcome nerd n study sejarah liao....then drive drive la.... eat wind a while till banana say wan watch movie...so we watch the GI Joe at the other cheap cinema lor...nt the MGM 1....mother damn expensive there.....then erm i pay ticket lor =.= walao RM 27 leh for 3....watch finish wan go back car lor...wad else wana do ? =.=....then banana watch finish the show bcome GI Joe also...damn pro...walk walk also pokai...drop down...so i kesian him lor...i laugh n point 'NOOB' at him 4 1 minute lor....then only ask him ok mou ?.....he drop down dun even rmbr which side he fell =.= his hp rosak lor due 2 the impact...screen crack liao....still can ask...' WTF ? wad happen 2 my phone ' rosak y also dunno =.=...then went back lor....then the cina apek....me lor...feel hungry....so 3 noobs also went 2 buy food....damn mafan the cina apek....so bought some food lor...went back eat....go on9 a while....afta 4am burn 2500 matches lor....damn bright the light....then sum indian profesor cakap...wa glass ar....xDDDD cina apek also terkejut n talk cock....then slept around 6 lor...keng kai a while lor....slpt n wake up la...tak selesa sangat slp there.....total around 4 hours ny slp.....then next day liao lor...ate at indian's hse lor....then went jogin wid him at gelora 3 rounds lor....then go GP meet nad...went 2 mustafa or smthg la...beside Midnight dat 1....but sudah close liao.....so i went back lor....tats all abt ma life lor....sien rite ??? then diam 7 call me go out lor...zzzz....tata~

Yesterday..

kana stung by bee/wasps...blah nth much liao...only itchy >.< ... ytd went out wid alen n kev...find swj around 12 at tc...then went back bout 1am...ate kfc...kevin was driving us around...went 2 find aqua...i prefer 2 c prostitute compared 2 aqua...kesian those aqua...OMFG we say tits =.="...lol so degrading 2wards aqua ytd...amalen : ae kua....not ah kua... then try 2 bring his myvi lor....no worries 1....its like playing daytona...u can drive daytona can already...says kevin....so i try lor o.0...ntg happen...sien....cz bring slow slow...went back around 4+...then drank some green label n something else...cant rmbr the name..then drink lor...idk wether its cz that im sleepy cz of the medicine i took or the alcohol...43 % alcohol o.0" ...then slept around 5+...

Lazy 2 type

arms tired n pain lazy type a lot..so i jz copy n paste from FB..

1st time climbing rocks 2 TC 3...realy exiting...5 bees or wasps sting...2 headshots , 1 back , 1 body n another at my thigh...the irony is that the headshot realy looks like a bullet went thru me...left n right...an aligned line...aw pain...off 2 the doctors now..